Thursday, November 25, 2010

我的

在北京已经一年多了。我的感觉也变了, 但是自已还不会高兴。 高兴的话,就是不是故意的。有人说我每天都好像很高兴,好像没有问题但是我说,心里跟脸部一样。

心里很寂寞。心里不高兴。心里有问题。

没人不知道也没问题但是自己要好好生活。寂寞的话,自己有佛。自己要明白自己的生活,自己的心里。

今天,我说一说汉语,不知道有没有问题。但是我还要写,还要说,因为这儿是我的地方,我没有属于别人,我就是自己属于。

默默的等待。

Monday, November 22, 2010

Showbiz - Muse

Tag from Istiqamah

Put your music librabry on shuffle.or each question, press the next button to get your answer. You must write that song title as the answer to the question, no matter how silly it sounds! Most of the time they seem to work though, strangely enough. Ok, go.! When you're done, tag 20 people in this note, and make sure to tag the person who sent you this . The anwer to #20 is the Title of your notes.


1) If someone says, "Is this ok?? You say :
Disko Dansa - The Times

2) How would you describe yourself?
All the Small Thing - Blink 182

3) What do you like in a girl?
Winter - Yuki Kajiura

4) How do you feel today?
Potion Approaching - Arctic Monkeys

5) What is your life's purpose?
Arah - Sheila On 7

6) What's your motto?
Pergi - Aizat

7) What do your friends think of you?
Mushaboom - Feist

8) What do you think of your parents?
Silk Road - Kitaro

9) What do you think about every often?
Kill All Your Friends - My Chemical Romance

10) What is 2+2 ?
Second Heartbeat - Avenged Sevenfold

11) What do you think of your best friend(s)?
イチブトゼンブ - B'z

12) What do you think of the person you like?
Name of the Game - OAG

13) What is your life story?
Snow (Hey Oh) - Red Hot Chilli Peppers

14) What do you want to be when you grow up?
Honey Bee - Zee Avi

15) What do you think of when you see the person you like?
Khatimah Cinta - 6ixth Sense

16) What will you dance to at your wedding?
한사람만 [Only One Person] - F.T Island


17) What will they play at your feneral?
Private Benjamin - Chopin

18) What is your biggest fear?
Permysuri - OAG

19) What is your biggest secret?
When You looked Me in the Eyes - Jonas Brothers

20) What will you post this as?
Showbiz - Muse

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Khutaibah
Istiqamah

Sunday, November 21, 2010

Konpius

Ym berbunyi. 'Xdelah' terpacul.

Apa yang tiada? Tersalah hantar lah kot. Herm. Mendesis panjang. Hanya tersalah tekan sahaja kan.

Tidak terdaya klik pada 'close', hanya menunggu kata-kata lain. Kemungkinan ada sinar.

Namun tiada. Apakah yang berlaku?

Reset

Tipulah kalau tak sedih, tak rindu, tak rasa. Hati itu jujur kalau masih mampu bersedih, masih mampu terluka, masih mampu merasa.

Baru sahaja menjenguk, baru sahaja mengenang. Apabila hati mula penat, seluruh badan mahukan rehat. Tidur menjadi pengubat. Bukan kerana kesejukan musim dingin namun kerana hati yang dingin.



Wujudnya butang 'reset', mahu sahaja ditekan, mengubah segala yang mampu. Namun butang itu tidak akan pernah wujud.

Yang ada hanya masa depan; sebentar lagi, malam nanti, esok lusa, minggu hadapan, bulan hadapan dan seterusnya.

Seterusnya itu lah yang seharusnya digenggam setelah yang lampau berlalu tanpa digenggam, majulah setapak demi setapak tapi jangan sesekali fikir untuk ke belakang semula.

Kita tiada hak untuk kembali ke sana, apa yang ada hanya di sini dan realiti.

^_^


even knowing what I would see when I cross this long hill I don't want to have regrets I'll keep going and shine on tomorrow like the sun



the signal that changes from red into green in the midst of a journey theres no return I want to go forward believing in tomorrow


run run, reach out your hand to your dreams, shout shout, as long as your voice goes on, in the way that your heart feels. Get over your problems to reach out your dreams!

Saturday, November 20, 2010

You dream, You attempt, You Succeed


Naoki : Hey!

Riko : Yes?

Naoki : Shall we... do our best to make our dreams come true?

Riko : Eh?

Naoki : I'll become stronger, win the championship, and go to the Olympics. And you, will give concerts in large halls, and become and awesome violinist. Maybe they're just dreams right now, but we definitely make them come true someday. We can't give up until the very end.

Riko : Yeah. I'll do my best, too. Even when I become an old woman, I'll never give up on my dream.

Naoki : Yeah. See You.

Riko : See you.

Is it happening to all of us?

Jalan

Berjalan dan berjalan dan berjalan. Terserempak beberapa deretan buah rumah. Tiap pintu rumah ditampal padanya perkataan.

Rumah pertama 'Selamat datang'.

Rumah kedua 'Masuklah!'

Rumah ketiga 'Di sini tempat anda'.

Rumah keempat 'Pasti di sini jika bukan di tempat lain'.

Semua berbeza corak ajakan, berbeza cara dan intonasi namun ada satu persamaan, 'pintu ini dibuka untuk anda, jika berkemampuan, masuklah'.

Setiap pintu atau secara diperinciikan, cabang hidup yang wujud untuk kita lalui sangat banyak cuma terpulang pada diri sendiri untuk memilih.

Jalan yang dipilih banyak ranjau. Melepasi ranjau, kita akan menemui ganjaran kita. Terpulang pada diri sendiri juga mahu wujudkan banyak ranjau atau tidak, namun yang pasti bijaklah dalam menempuhi ranjau.

Asal ingat tanggungjawab sendiri sudah cukup untuk bahagia.

Sunday, November 7, 2010

Keep walking because you ought to

Am I a different person now? Did I change myself as I am? Or is it just my feeling?

It is lingering around my neck; it knocks my loneliness to stand still with me.

Being silent maybe not a mistake but being the one that are sarcastic shouldn’t be me as I do omit the attitude long time ago.

Situation changed.

It did make me over.

Can you have me being penetrated again, to be my kind again?

People kept asking me whether I am sick or being ignorant right now. I don’t have the answer for that yet, friend. I’m sorry if I kept worrying all of you.

I’ll be back?

I am the one that got problem right? So I should solve it on my own without others and also maybe without you as I kept worrying you every day, ignoring what you have said.

I absolutely should have listened to it.

Keep walking with me dear. Lead me to the best way, for us.

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

汉语,阅读,口语,听力。

Exam Yuedu hampeh.

Result Hanyu boleh tahan.

Cerita hari ini senang, di mana ada duka di situ ada suka dan juga sebaliknya. Minggu ni minggu exam so agak stres!

Pagi ini agak tersenyum lebar tengok result exam Hanyu.

Cukup-cukup makan tapi kenyang la kalau cukup makan.

Petang tadi exam Yuedu. Agak tidak memberangsangkan.

Jawab lintang pukang. Tembak ABCD.

Jawapan tidak meyakinkan.

Esok exam Kouyu. Lusa exam Tingli.

Shengci kena tengok baik-baik sekali dengan maksud.

Subjek Yuedu dah macam subjek Hanyu kena hafal maksud shengcu dalam buku teks~